Im aching for head like a concussion
b**h is mad cos i sold my virginity to her husband
I need to cum before i open it up for discussion
But when i do i'll probably turn away and feel disgusting
Is it cool with you if i stay inside of you while im coming
Would it bother you if i put my headphones on while you f** me
Is it ugly on the inside if i like it when you cry
Of course it's not because a stranger on tumblr held a sign
That said i'm beautiful and nobody could tell me otherwise
And i was like golly and then i started to wonder why
Such an original and wonderful person would have the time
To even try to effect such an amazing change in my life
Like damn what a f**ing hero on tumblr saving lives
Like if i hadnt seen your awesome 8 and a half by 11.5
Wide sign i would probably be hanging from my bedroom light
With my face turning the color of the head of my uuhhhhh
Im in a little bit of a little predicament
And its getting me sick of it and im feeling so bitter and
Im f**in addicted and i am so f**ing jittery
And its taking every ounce of self control to not obliterate
A couple of f**ing f*ggot scavengers on my twitter feed
Im paranoid half to d**h and the anxiety
Is k**ing me a milion and twenty seven times faster
Than i ever could in my bedroom on my computer when i
Get on the internet and im giving an intimate
Internet bl**job to an internet enemy
With a mouth full of razors and i k** all my friends again
And i do it again and again like smoking a cigarette
Like i know that im k**ing myself but im in the moment and well
As long as im living and feeling literally everything
Ill be doing everything in my power to get control of it
Cos im a control freak i am very controlling
You can ask any one of the boys that ive been alone with
Im really all about myself if they allow it and ive
Got a really terrible habit of being unapologetic
When i call him pathetic the only way it gets better
Is when i promise i meant it and promise i dont regret it
And promise i'll never cherish his tarnished offer for head
I'm going to hell. the truth is irrelevant
It's all i got to sell, so ill never tell