[Verse 1]
It's been a while since I had a chance to touch the clouds
Stuck to the ground, so long that I should've drowned
In the darkness that I've been swimming in and living in
Adrenaline pumping through and diminishing
Closer then most to giving in
But, Nimbus is waiting patiently for me to make amends
And conquering myself will definitely be my greatest win
On this path that few will choose to go and less will finish
I'm the silent victor who gets quicker with every sentence
Sending this out to whoever's willing to listen in
My aim is nothing perfect, won't be surprised if I miss again
When I point this gun at me but see this me is really not
The one who wants to be much greater
Who wants the other to stop
And realize that what he's doing isn't helping or healing
This selfish, unwilling, body is always closest to k**ing
My feelings on who's truly the villian, I'm feeling him kicking
He's telling me he wants to be free, for some reason I listen
Sheesh, parasitic, acidic, burning my soul inside
Been stuck inside this prison
Was convinced with some of the oldest lies
Feel like I have the coldest eyes, staring into this molded sky
Not asking for answers
I'm more concerned with if I'll fold or fly
Been fighting myself for years and barely seeing progress
Wonder if I've been gone too long
Will this bread even digest at this altitude?
Just might be falcon food, just might be stranded
I landed and sanded my cross but at what cost
At a loss of words, I'm feeling like an outcast bandit
[Bridge 1]
To lose is to gain
To do is the same
Pain
I know it well enough to harbor a change
Rain
Something I choose to face alone
Wrong?
Maybe so, but at this time I'm thinking "Let's Go Home"
[Verse 2]
I love you
I hate you
Embrace you
Berate you
At times I want to save you
Other times just want to erase you
But I'm grateful, some didn't get as far as me
Some are more scarred than me
Missing arteries, hope is hardly and just living partially
Pardon me
I just wanted to display my thoughts and share my claims
Watch out for wolves and yes beware the flames
But wolf is me so watch your step
When you decide to give a chance to me
My body's fine but see my mind feels like a triple amputee
[Bridge 2]
Still so far from home
But I'm not alone
At times I fall
But still I will rise
And nobody sees
But I'm on my knees
Please, free me from these chains
I can't keep
Speaking these
Words that fail
Why can't I just listen to
All the things you say and do
My mind is fading
Please come save me
[Verse 3]
Not too many want to but it's time to ascend
Finding a fine time for my mind to regen
The climate's a ten out of ten
So I'm taking this Nimbus right here for a spin
Then I fall through
I still don't qualify, I apologize for the slight delay
I might take a satellite kite today
And hopefully I might fly away
To a time and space where the place is free
Really don't recommend in chasing me
Complaining's a waste to me
I'm just another face with a case and a plea
I misplaced my one key to the lock on my prison
Been wasting some time with the gift I was given
I need no awards, no certificates, ribbons get torn
In the midst of fulfilling this mission, I'm still in it
Submerged in a mentality that tells me fallacies
Still happily trade you my happiness for your catastrophes
I'm glad to be exactly who I had to be
Quit with all the blasphemy
Their silly speech is just a simple math to me
Calculate that talk and subtract whatever won't add up
Divide by all the times that they wished I would put my pads up
But I'm still in the game, critical mode, and yet it goes on
Reach the line of scrimmage and tell my image "Let's Go Home"