Eyes closed as I try to sleep
I always beckon these omens deep inside of me
I've shown the world my darkest half
The air inside me purges
I watch it burn and laugh
How I love this pain, numbing pain
I can't feel nerves and endings
I do deserve to die
She never leaves my side
Always just steps behind
Breathing down my neck I can feel the chills run down my spine
f**
(I've shown), I am the product of hate, I am the f**ing slime
This feelings bitter sweet
That oh familiar street
I am resistance and I am the reason why
Pounding head, blurry vision, I cannot make decisions, all of this disorientation is k**ing me
Scratch this, I'm finished
My life is filled with sin it's a f**ing disaster I disregard and pa** her
It's useless, I'm too deep
I'm following to closely
This black sheep will conquer, will conquer, will conquer
I try to run and hide, it's always steps behind
The urge to finish this profitless life of mine
It's breathing down my neck, this reminiscent dialect, influential tendencies to put my own life in check
I just don't give a sh** anymore
Giving up has been the best decision of my life
Enduring endless pain, never ending pain
These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
Oh I just don't give a sh** anymore
Giving up has been the best decision of my life
Enduring endless pain, never ending pain
These pins and needles keep pushing in one by one
One by one