Feeling some kinda way
But I ain't spoke it lately
To all the galaxies i've counted
This mirage is just a maze
That I
Must climb from
Back unto the dust
I grew
Once i realized that my darkness
Was merely an impedance unto
This strength i knew
I stood up to demolish it
Until I realized this Earth
Was all a gift
From this pain inside
To the loneliness I feel from time to time
Littered with happiness, I seldom felt
Now it's 2014
Been alive in this reality 25 years
Thought, if I can't make it past my hate of self
It's due to be a bumpy ride
Then she left a year ago
Starting to wonder if she took
The anger from my weary eyes
'Cause I can't seem to find it
Nor channel a lower leveled frequency
I guess this state of mind over circumstance
Is more than just a fantasy
Mantras chanted
Absit Omen
From you to me