i feel sad
i like comfort so much
i keep seeing myself talking to my dad
about like, jesus or something
or being uncomfortable of mr. sheikh
and acting all civilised
to avoid discomfort
i won't ever be able to do anything or realize life is meaningless
i'll just be a bullsh** person
like everyone who made me in my family
i'm gonna be a bullsh** person
an a**hole
i do not want this to happen
i already am an a**sh** bullhole
f**
i can't even use concrete images
blue flower
dyed industrially
that was not connected to anything
it was an image
a cliche image
f**
i'm a bullhole cliche
a**sh**