The precursor:
Verse 1: Bout mid day when I texted you, venting the things I been through..
Procrastinated I love yous, countered with I miss yous..
My apologies for this past year, I didn't mean ta hit u with the distant..
& u replied I'm not tripping, so maybe tonight you can fix it..
Bout 11:30 when I called you..
Saying I'm bout ta fall through..
I got wine ta pour, & weed ta roll..
Seeing as our rapport negates self control..
We both know what this will transcend to..
U ask me how I feel for you..
& I freeze up, so u tense up..
Now Neither one of us can make a move..
And that's f**ed up..
I grab your thighs, we locked eyes, I said be mine..
I won't attempt ta play u, forsake u or betray you..
U kissed me hard, I held u tight..
And we made love all night...
From the bottom of my heart, I'm going miss these late nights..
The inter-loop:
Verse 2: Gotta love these late nights..
When u call me saying u need me..
Kiss me hard when u greet me..
And we make love in my backseat..
Sensually & pa**ionately..
U whisper in my ear u want all of me..
I ask u what u mean?
& u said s**y as f**, "Ellis bust in me"
Soon Time flies and we fall out, can't say I know what that's about..
But I know damn well that it's bullsh**..
& I'm feeling like I should foreifeit..
Questioning whether or not I'm important..
Or just a source in for dick..
It's like u only love me during late nights..
When u can vent ta me & escape life..
Tables turn, we try ta rebuild a burnt bridge..
Ironic right? I'm lovesick..
Pressing u bout monogamy & having kids...
It's a shot ta my pride, but I'll admit..
U played me good, & the price was right..
So I kept gambling these late nights..
The Realization:
Verse 3:
Bout six years we been doing this
Nd nothing much is really changing..
The s** is good, undoubtedly..
But that's all I get of u nd u get out of me..
Our communication f**ed up, but on late nights we luck up..
Sangria & purple haze..
We high as f** & drunk in love..
We always try ta build a bridge of peace..
Nd plan a future we'll never see..
Then we face reality
Nd go live life separately..
Maybe on another late night, we'll make love under moonlight..
But as of today, we've realized sh** not the same...