We were dumb, didn't know what we were getting into I never knew what love was until I met you For over a year we were stuck together like glue If only I knew... If I only knew... All I wanted was someone to be there for me And you were all I needed 'cause you actually cared for me After every argument, the damage you'd repair for me It's a shame that all I have now are memories We started getting worse I'd raise my voice and curse You'd run away in tears, begging me to put you in a hearse I would chase you through the rain Saying it won't happen again We both knew it was bullsh**, but we had love in our veins You put me through some sh** f** man, I put up with it All the guys you hung out with Wouldn't surprise me if you slipped Well sh**, you probably did I think of all the guys who probably had their dip And that's why I had to dip I wasn't putting up with this I was running around after you, never anyone else You still told me I was cheating whenever the f** you felt Had me coming to your yard at 6 AM everyday Just for you to f**ing turn me away Call me a cheater, and scream in my face While I sit alone in pain Then you'd see me and turn the other way I'd try talking and you'd carry on and play This ignorance game, because to you it was fun Putting me down and making yourself number one Telling all your friends I don't care about you b**h you never even had a clue You made me wanna die on a daily basis You pushed me to the point where we're in eachother's faces Because you knew the truth I didn't wanna be with you I would prefer to go bun a zoot than to flee with you I'd pop another bong before I become free with you
Because you meant nothing to me, I just wanted the feeling So for that I apologize, 'cause I'm a f**in' demon You won't even forgive me when I'm dreamin' Because you're no better, since day one you've been f**ing fiendin' For the co*k. After me, straight to the next guy And I did the same thing, I ain't gonna lie But we're different, this ain't gonna end in a tie Because you didn't care about him, you were done in two weeks The next guy didn't even get through the week I'm feeling sorry for you, but let's be honest, it is pretty peak While you're off with random guys, here sits me With a wonderful girl, who loves me sh** This girl, she ain't like the others She wants to be part of my life And she don't grab for the knife After every f**ing fight And we don't even f**ing fight And this sh** gonna sound insane But every time I see her, all I hear in my brain Are the three words echoing again But I'm scared to say 'em I don't wanna kick-start the mayhem I might give my heart to this chick Let her know how I feel, but what if she's like the last b**h? Is it worth the risk? Should I go through with this? No matter what? When I'm with this girl I feel blitzed And I wanna take a few more hits I'm gonna make it work, I just hope this isn't a work As the night turns to day I stare in her face She awakes And she says "I love you" Man, I ain't never had a lady like that When it come to me, she ain't ever lazy like that Dig her nails in my back screaming "baby!" like that Puts up with me being crazy like that Man you gotta love that