Nothing seems to be working out for me, I'm all out of options
And talking it out won't do nothing
So leave me alone, I'm not picking up the phone
I just need a fu*king sign, I need a miracle
And if God don't come down his self
I think I'll do something that'll send me to Hell
Because I need to become stable
And I don't see how I can be able
To be good with all of this bad
I might just take myself out, lately all I feel like is trash
I just wanna let it all out, swear on all I love I might crash
I don't even fu*king know how everyone else isn't mad
Broke as fu*k and broken
All hope is fu*ked, I'm hopelеss
I've had enough of soaking in tears
That I was thrown in
I'm gonna throw you off thе edge of this Earth
I'mma take you and put all of my pain where it hurts
In another
Scream but it's smothered
Bleach in the gutters
Your soul is now in the water, deep under
I'll take this world and I'll turn it to ash
Turn all you have into something you had
I'll never know why my mind just went bad
Spend so long healing then fu*k up so fast
You're not helping me at all b*tch please get off my back
Into love I'll never fall because it never lasts