So I've been talking to myself often
How do I tell another without being awkward?
I know a lot of people do it, it's probably popular
As long as I don't answer back then I ain't got a problem
And I ain't gotta water down the way I'm feeling
I gotta tell the ugly the beauty is when they feel it
Having conversations they asking me how I'm feeling
Like they handed me the fountain of youth and told me to k** it
I know, a lot of things been different and strange
Real life ain't what you seeing, totally different thangs
Every n***a wanna lie about the size of they budget
But I show them I ain't got nothing when I hop in that bucket
From the pa**enger side, grabbing on the a** that ain't mine
She belong to a long list of women that's lost
The ones that will find the gesture paying all what it cost
And that depends on what he makes it, she won't make it at all
But it's crazy how she wanna be right here with me and the pockets
And miss the doctor a proper probably light years
Maybe you's a p**y to fight fairs
And added the time this is a urgency
Use the keep on the lights year
Middle finger up to these lames n***as
You n***as is scared to do something different
So every n***a the same n***a
Know how I feel that fame n***a now everybody wanna call you a bro
b**hes don't act the same with you
All cheering emoters b**hes needing the quoting
If you was down I don't know why I gotta cut you to blow up
Peace at my shows is something my n***as thought
That we make a show, you feeling like family when you show up
Lights get dimmer depressed every September
Remind me of the stories I heard that will make me shiver
When my mama's losing weight and sh**
Daddy's working late and sh**
My brother looking at the incubator, cut away from it
Still have my back in the morning, happy to see me doing things
I can show to my kids when they think that I'm corny
And I ain't never asked for no help or no for one
And I can feel them grilling, but my ideas will do it for me
Can never make it rain, but my brain do the storming
No matter where I go man, I promise to keep you informed
'Cause I've always been about giving something that's more than music
Tryina give you lessons I've learned so you can use them, okay
Saab story, this is my saab story
In the 95' f**ing, ducking, switching 4 lanes
Top down screaming man I hope the sh** change
Man I hope the sh** change
I was only 18
Saab story
Yo, think we gotta pack some hoes inside the bucket
We never been materialistic, we said f** it
Only problem is the 95' a little busted
So I don't know if we can trust it
It's cool, I can tell who been down from the start
I wonder who was down for no, who was down for the art
Like the n***as see the gold they be playing they part
You wasn't down for the canvas, you ain't see the art
Yeah, pops hating ‘cause I missed the registration
And one day if you trip on all the dollars he wasted
Lately he supported despite of all the aggravation
From the fact that I decided to skip on the education
And I could be a loser if I don't get it,
I guess it's just the only thing between being great in a black statistic
Telling me they images and how ideals and specifics
But I know it in the back of their mind they want something different
And I ain't never try to glorify what I'm pursuing
It's a lonely a** road if you try to do what I'm doing
I know I got the pieces, the people that put the glue in it
I never have to say you better not forget me when you do it
They don't never try to tell me to forget them when I ruined
Everything inside my life that was stable and still can ruin
When they come around they be asking to hear the new sh**
And smile on they face 'cause they love to see the improvement
All I'm asking for in this life is to see the lights
To be completely sober but feel as high as a kite
To live inside the moment but recollect on the past
If I'll try to take a picture it will be gone in a flash
Keeping it 100 so I can look in the mirror
Wonder what my future hold and I'm hoping more than Sierra
k**ing every rapper, I'm young and I'm getting started
Sending peace to the dearly departed, the body party
And I ain't even tryina be raining on no parades
Ain't no hater man, that's just the propane that run in my veins
So I've been saying sh** to get people about their seats
So I can show them how I feel to stand for what they believe
Boy I'm colder than a polar bear with no hair
I couldn't see your point of view if I had 4 nares
Uncle Keith pa**ed cried like 4 tears
Love, trust, money and failure could be my 4 fears
Luckily I'm facing everything now
Got some people in my life that try to explain to me how
Have some people in my life that try and bringing me down
But you can never learn to move unless you run through the crowd
And it's crazy I know,
All my oldest friends having babies and so
I be scared for my n***as but I keep it on low
Praying when it's my time that my feet on the floor, ah!
Saab story, this is my saab story
In the 95' f**ing, ducking, switching 4 lanes
Top down screaming man I hope the sh** change
Man I hope the sh** change
I was only 18
Saab story