[Intro]
You never listen to me!
I can't f**ing take this sh** anymore!
You f**ing a**hole, I'm taking the baby and f**ing leaving you
f**ing hear me, motherf**er?
[Madrox]
Every time I leave, my heart is torn apart
And every time I see these things, you know I wanna start to change
You can feel it like rain, falling down from the sky
And mixing with tears falling from out of my eye
It's no surprise that my life is similar to a roller coaster
Filled with ups and downs, I won't enjoy it till the ride is over
Probably not, but it's okay forget it, skip it anyway
My feelings are irrelevant to anything we do or say
Now, it's not that I don't trust you, and my love is infinite
I tell you every chance I get so you will never forget
So you can miss me with that sh**
That you be saying in them arguments
Throwing around possessions and destroying our apartment
There's nothing that would happen that we couldn't talk about
But lately we've been riffing instead of trying to talk it out
I said I would never leave you and I still feel the same
But it's k**ing me inside to fathom that your feelings have changed
[Chorus]
Now you can think me bad for the things I do
But you don't understand, it's not all about you
I sit and think through times of how we came to be
And come to realize, you're nothing like me, now I see
[Monoxide]
I know I told you when we met that I'm a weirdo
I got a lot of problems trusting other people
I'm filled with evil that leads me into darkness
And when I start this, you'll probably say that I'm heartless
And your remark is "I hate you!", hear her car skid
She's standing in the door, crying, b**h, that's our kid!
Your Daddy loves you, baby, your mom's a crazy lady
She's saying all of these things in an attempt for you to hate me
I never meant for her to leave us like she did
But really, I can't blame her, cause I know that I'm a dick
I got some issues that I know I need to deal with
But so do you, don't act like that, at least just keep it real with me
And we can make it feel so surreal
Like I'm dreaming, but instead you pack your bags
Give me the finger and tell me you're leaving
I know these demons are gonna come get me
So forget we ever met
I hope you don't mind if blood dripping all over my neck
[Chorus]
Now you can think me bad for the things I do
But you don't understand, it's not all about you
I sit and think through times of how we came to be
And come to realize, you're nothing like me, now I see
I never said that I would
I never said that I would
I never said that I would leave you
I never said that I would
I never said that I would
I never said that I would leave you