[Verse 1: Tsu Surf]
It's an open book of me that I've been givin' out
These ain't no movie stories, that I'm living out
Lonely, when a b**h change my mind
f** it, kick her out
Patron and pills, weed and shots, xan problems
Taurus, 17 shot, itchy finger, hand pop
You don't like us, that's your damn problem
Scooby Doo, we be deep, whole gang up in that van mobbin'
Homies say that I be trippin', I'ma cause your sh** well
Twist L's still be in them same place the clips smell
Leanin', holdin' grudges make the work easy
It's on when I catch 'em, man they did my cuz' greazy
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth
And I miss 'em, for that, I'm tryna' pull a n***a wisdom
Lord forgive me for my sins, I ain't gotta lie to you
For everything that I did and everything that I'm bouta' do
So cuz' when I make it, he was tourin' no problem
Weeks later got a call like "Big bro, they got 'em"
They sayin' Surf need to sign like a real n***a
I'm worried which f** n***a k**ed my lil n***a
I can't have this sh**, grandma knew I relapsed
She be mad as sh**, she be mad as sh**
West coast flights, best flicks, movies
Those often to a whole 'nother six (?)
Think about any label, they don't fit do they
I was right there, they ain't do sh** to me
Pull up in a foreign with a foreign
n***as grilling, Foreman, what's been soft
Cause informants be informing
k**er for the team, but I'm on to bigger things
Send them young bulls, (?)
I just point the route, young god
Honestly I should be giving pointers out
Red beam accurate precision, cuz' tweet 'em out
I got morals and just sh** I have to do
My momma shake every time her phone ring after two
Workin' and I'm outtie', couldn't do it without me
It's Jersey, I heard they freed Albee
[Verse 2: Albee Al]
See I'm from where blood k** blood, cuz' k** cuz'
You can get k**ed by somebody that you love
Somebody that you trust, can't even sell d**
Cause sometimes the motherf**in' rat will be the plug
And Goose got k**ed last month, rest in peace
And I really felt the pain for his aunt, I k**ed his aunt
She always been like a sister to me
And she always tell me "Bro, for real, I wanna' leave"
I always tell her to leave
'Cause every year it's like the cycle repeat
I know one day they'll find me dead in them streets
It's f**ed up, but it's real
They know he snitchin', but they f** with them still
I feel alone, that's why I talk to Jamill
'Cause he know how it feel, against the odds
They try to (?)
So many people dying, why I don't feel scared
Am I supposed to be, am I supposed to be
I know the reaper gettin' close to me
I hear voices over me, I just really hope it's me
Got me schizophrenic, in a panic, I can't go to sleep
Water on my face, snap out of it
Caught too many cases as a juvie', so no scholarship
I been doin' lotta' sh**, swear I'm gettin' hot as sh**
Remember ridin' dirty with that dirty on my rider sh**
Quiet (?) I'm doing sh** that I know I regret
I think this liquor helping me with my stress
I love my n***as to d**h, two days ago is the last time I slept
Somebody baby just got shot in the neck, I'm like
"Pray for the best" and make me think about my little ones
My princesses and my lil son and my lil son
If something happen to them, man I'm k**ing every one
Talkin' bout your mothers and aunts n***a everyone
They changed my ways, man it's hard
I even told my problems to god
Cause I knew through it all that he could probably help me evolve
It's a war and they want it resolved, they want it resolved
I'm like "Nah, let's get his brother involved, f** that, let's get his mother involved"