Life was hard for a n***a like me
Had a million problems going on every night I couldn't hardly sleep
Life was hard dawg
A broke motherf**er I had nothing I had no cash
Got tired of being nobody I got up off my a**
Got my head on straight and stayed up on the right path
Of success to the best in the race man I couldn't finish last
Man I done been through so much sh** dawg
I ain't never had nothing to my name man I ain't never have sh** dawg
I worked my a** off for every little thing that I owned
No loan from nobody got it all on my own
I stayed strong for myself all alone
Cause ain't nobody else care
Dawg, I swear, life is so unfair
Its f**ed up but you gotta keep yo chin held high
Can't let nobody see you weak or let em see you cry
Cause at the end of the day god goin make it okay
And with his strength make all that bullsh** go away
Cause no matter what man you gotta keep the faith and pray
Cause you can't give up you gotta take it day by day
Block out the world and listen to what god gotta say
Cause he goin guide you the right way
Gotta remember that you blessed, and nothing less
I failed to realize that I guess
But now I'm on a life long quest of success
To be the best that I can be but my mind is a mess
Cause I got sum stuff that I need too express get off my chest
Cause if I don't then I won't progress, sleep or rest
Until my d**h, so I need to talk to god right now cause I got sum stuff to confess
And I gotta couple questions that I need to address like
Why does life have to be so motherf**ing hard for a n***a like me
When I'm working my a** off all through the week
With god on my side somehow I'm still weak its like
I'm 100% defeated
I could use a miracle right now because I need it
Cause I'm tired of dealing with bullsh**, people judging my life when they ain't even breathed it, f**ing pricks
Man I swear to god man I done hit rock bottom
With no way out cause I'm trapped and surrounded by all these f**ing problems
And my grandparents gone so ain't nobody helping me f**ing solve em
I'm all alone on this bitter a** earth
Feeling like my life ain't nothing but a curse and the sh** just keep getting worse
But I know that god always by my side
I know I'm down beaten up and down in my pride
He goin lead me to excellence and I'ma follow in his guide
Look into my eyes, you goin see a brand new guy
Only cause of god, he the main reason why that I survive and stride
Give it my all and try
Cause I know that he goin be the main one that always got me
And with him rocking on my team I know that can't nothing stop me because
The flame has been ignited from inside
Its time for me to execute my strengths fly high and glide
If it wasn't for you i would of committed suicide
But its a good thing I didn't cause I got talent to utilize
I'm blessed cause he really did save my life
He watched over me every single day and night
So thanks you, you deserve the utmost respect
For making me realize that I'm many things but I'm mainly blessed. Amen!