[Chorus]
Pondering when we all gonna wake up
Avoiding sobriety
She tryna put on make up
To impress a blind society
Really its your world
(Really its your world)
Really its your world
(Really its your world)
Really its your world
(x2)
[Verse 1]
Making good impressions is stressing
Best lesson I've learnt from depression
Is that knowing you're good enough is more than a blessing
But you don't see it anyway do you
Along the way I found the darkness in you
My mind been through
Enough to call your bluff
But the best students in life know their knowledge is never enough
Not placing myself above you, my judgement's already clouded
Northern Lights n***as blowing the loudest
But if ya
In need of peace, in need of rest
I can't direct you anywhere else that does it best
[Chorus]
Pondering when we all gonna wake up
Avoiding sobriety
She tryna put on make up
To impress a blind society
Really its your world
(Really its your world)
Really its your world
(Really its your world)
Really its your world
(x2)
[Verse 2]
I say you're more than good enough
You're more than good enough
An ego the best way to stray a hero
But sh** this life is tough
Unhealthy coping mechanisms to deal with it all
In all this pain around you how dare you pick to only pen how you ball
I ain't gonna say it again
Time and time earned the title of a friend
But I guess you're like time itself, I'd do anything to save you but you're never there when I need you
I'd hate to see you swallowed up by these people
It sparks up a little light inside to see
People I once stood side by side becoming professional doctors,lawyers,writers, chefs
Drying the tears in my eyes
I see life at its best
Really it's your canvas, paint whatever
Feel free to let them inspire but control your hand never
[Break]
Your canvas
sh** this where we go insane
[Verse 3]
Really I've summed up enough damage
f** choosing this, if I wasn't an artist how would I manage
To shake the bad thoughts out of my mind
I should probably be honest this time
No I ain't doing fine
But im getting my
Fair dose of help
Well whatever progress I progressively get by helping myself
Unshaken faith, but why we saying hell should wait, I feel I've already been denied entry to heavens gates
And sent straight here
d**h no longer a f**ing fear
My n***a what if after all of this, d**h is still worse than here
Thinking thoughts way bigger than my existence
With false premonitions
That the happiness can take more divisions
Then I look to repetition
Coz repetition made smiling not seem to distant
But all that acting healthy sh** is what drew the distance
The underdose sparks up chemical reactions far from the reach of most over the counter sh**
Besides another d**h wish, and feeling I can't help it
Look at what I created
Goddammit strike me down right now if SR don't get overwhelmingly famous
Dammit I knew I was never your favourite
But look here I made it
This far to make this
I made it
I made it
[Chorus 2]
Pondering when we all gonna wake up
Avoiding sobriety
She tryna put on make up
To impress a blind society
Really its my world
(Really its my world)
Really its my world
(Really its my world)