Why can't I pluck you from the world
Someone said I'm just a girl
I push my fingers in the soil
They don't know you but they know what you were going for
Since you can't remember then I guess it's all okay
I'll survive September (November/December) if you just survive today
Though you've asked me for the only thing that's really mine
You can have it
You can have all the time that's left
Why can't I ever get enough
When I've already said too much
I think I can still smell the gin
And the dirty laundry that I should have left you lying in
Take it easy on me because I haven't forgotton yet
You make it easy for me to pretend we never met
And if freedom is affection then you'll get the highest form
Of liberation
I used to be a lot like you
The ones I loved were afraid of me too
Now I can finally understand
How to kill someone with you having to use your hands