[Into]
I often think, what would my father say
If he seen me without a penny to my name it'll take his heart away
Uh , I Couldn't See Him As A Donor
Just a man who left his son as a loner
So I leave people stranded when I tell em' that it's over
Probably why my ex girl texting me looking for closure
My attitude leaves an odor, don't you move any close
The exposure of your feelings helps you get your guard lowered
[Verse 1]
To take attacks at your motor, I'll k** her when I show her
Just a feeling that I got when I was till workin' at Kroger
Turned into a partial smoker, living fast when I'm sober
But the more you look up at the clock, it makes the time slower
Something different bout this Cola, every sip it's getting colder
Jumping on the sofa, too much caffeine inside my soda
Aggression, too direct when I approach her
She calling men dogs, but she the one Fiending the bo*er
Said I always do the extra, nicknamed me “Corona”
I said anything less & that won't fill my persona
Four weeks inside a coma, had demons fill my aroma
Came back & all I wanted was my name on a diploma
Dirty money is an ogre, it will never make life kosher
I just drive my mamma crazy, never should have let me chauffer
Driving sk** were mediocre, but I trained like a soldier
All I know is V-E-T until its over, BONKERS !
[Hook]
Trapped in the nineties, my mind keep trying to find me
In hopes that you won't remind me of things that I left behind me
I swear, it's perfect timing, destined for the rhyming
It's destiny when you can't live without it and it can't live without you
The moment arouse you, the blessing to be allowed to
Make your presence endowed and now you someone they account to
I owe her, but sometimes I feel I don't show her
Though I'm getting older, I'm forever Mamma's Little Souldier
[Verse 2]
She told me that she love me, but she never had good luck with me
Daddy died, feeling bad mamma the one got stuck with me
So shout out to the people who don't even really f*ck with me
But follow me on twitter just so they can keep up with me
Claiming they the sh**, so I guess they all poo poo
Young n***a, I been the doo doo since I called my wounds boo boo's
Them childish ways that I outgrew, so my old songs I outdo
While I'm with a bad girl, chocolate skin resembles TruMoo
Wooo, Now what about this juice?
Take one sip & Ima call it truce
This the only time I can use this line
Talking bout how I'm gone fruit punch a n***a
They don't wanna wait with me in the lunch line
That's the main reason why I can't eat lunch with n***as
Mamma can't hold my hand all my life that's why it ain't hard to loose touch my n***a
So life's a b*tch, somehow I gotta keep my faith in you
Waiting for a call, but she got nothing else to say to you
So Ima do the honors cause these words you should take with you
Though your line be breaking up, there ain't no breaking up with you
[Hook]
[Outro]
They say God gives his harshest battles to his toughest soldiers…
Is that true?
Or is that just another metaphor telling me if I don't see my potential
Before I get trapped in my flaws, then it's over
I can see just why Sosa say he hate being sober
Almost pulled out that 30 & k**ed myself in October
That's How I Got The Name Bonkers, It's Hard To Keep My composure
Cause Though I'm Mamma's Little Souldier, I'm Still Out Lookin' For closure