[Verse 1]
First of all let me say thank you to my dad and mother
You ain't never give up on me, now just look what I'm becoming
I'll be honest, I still struggle with addiction, it's a problem
And I'm always missing sh** today, just push it to tomorrow
Need to raise our self esteems to really get what we dream
Cause I know we could be better but depression so defeating
I feel envy when I see that other people always winning
And I'm happy for 'em too but feel like d**h cause I ain't get it
I don't like to be with friends, that's why I always keep my distance
Got a problem when it comes to trusting peeps who ain't my parents
But I'm working on myself because I owe it to the fans
Cause I'm learning that they need for me to tell 'em what's the plan
I'm too pessimistic, gotta change the way you see the gla**
It ain't full but learn to appreciate what you already have
I'm responsible for raising up a global reaching gang
I been blessed to travel too and touch a million across the land
I get paid to live my dreams, I spend that money f**ing fast
I gotta figure out a way to make the paper last
And I promise all my n***as that I won't put on my craft
But I keep aspiring people to be better than the past
See I made it through the pain though the rain was in the way
But I'm glad I'm here today
n***a winning, can't complain, what I'm saying
[Verse 2]
All that struggle turned me to a Super Saiyan
On a higher level, don't expect you to obtain
I learned many lessons and that came from my mistakes
Sunlight through the shade, I call that blessing in the gray
They was never there through the come up
Say I changed
That's why I keep my circle tight
I'm just like Saturn with the rings
Like the finer things but I find balance with my dreams
Treat these [?] like a robber, I give it my everything
Materials replaceable, your life you can't reclaim
Rest in peace my n***a X, they tried to test me once the same
Never catch me slipping, I'ma always use my brain
Like I took a sense of being, what I lost I now regain
n***as try on social sh** to make themselves a name
Through this music I'm immortal, that's how I'ma do my thing
Told her to be honest can't commit to anything
Til my momma in a mansion, til my pops up in a Range
Learn that being true you cut out all that bullsh**
I was on a ride I probably shouldn't then I dodged a bullet
I be going in and out of Brooklyn
On the block I'm hooded
Lost so many friends because of d** I promised not to do them
Find out if I want that power, cause with that influence
So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it
(So I dedicate my every hour, show them how to do it)