Sometimes I wanna die
And witness hell through Satan's eyes
I wish I'd slit to end this sh** right now
A gun and clip to end my life's moral
When I die I wanna go to hell
It makes more sense
Than Heaven's white apparel
And when I die I wonder if people will care
They grin their eyes at my dead stare
That's why I cannot sleep
The knife is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing thoughts combined
Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine
Its been a long f**ing while
Since I cracked a real smile
And f** my so called friends
They only know me cuz I follow the same trend
I hate the kids who pretend,
They are the minority in this land
They can't accept who they are
That's why it makes me sick like this
That's why i cannot sleep
The blade is in too deep
I feel no pain in there
My mind is free and bare
Up my arm you'll find a line
Of depressing thoughts combined
Don't take it the wrong way
It's not your fault it's mine
Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings will never change
Somethings NEVER change