Yesterday in just one minute
f** I need to limit
What I say in every way
I know that words hurt
That one word that I spurt
Can cause many racial issues
You can not help it if someone disses you
Make sure you keep your mouth shut
And do not let the cord get cut
Please listen to this advice
Find help with the book of Lamentations
I was shoved up against the wall
Hatred in his eyes, would've been k**ed if not for the call
I lied to Mr. Martin, right in the face
I can never forgive myself for cursing Brandon's race
Sent us both down to the dean
Thinking I had too much overdose
I am sorry, I think I was the one to provoke
Walk pa**ed a janitor, he asks how I am doing
f** you, look at me, I am ruined
I am being someone else I am not. I just want to be like him. But now I am lost in the dark, crying out to God, where am I?
Will I ever get the trust
Back and scrape away this rust?
Hack hack hack at your back
And make sure that you never come back
Back, back, back into this sh** where you started fresh men year
Psst, make sure you do not fear
Sweat on my face as I sit in front of Ghee
Like, wtf? Me?
No, why would I call him that
I have been raised in a manner to never talk like that
But I know he has caught me lying
I do not know why I keep f**ing trying
This is it, school is coming to an end
I am finally circling the bend