[Hook]
I'm ready, I'm ready
(X4)
[Verse 1]
Thoughts of me going crazy, praying for my mental health
I was mentally ill n***a, dog I needed help
Weekly visits to the school shrink for better guidance
She said it's better to seek help instead hiding
Panic attaks came often, I was scared to sleep
I left the tv on all night so I wouldn't think
Cause when I would it would never be good, always bad
Reminiscing on the past and the life I had
Depressed and sad, confused and mad
I would go to my Mom's house always missing my Dad's
Every five days n***a, that's what I always did
I feared losing it all, I was ready to live
Tired of being a kid, I was sick of the sh**
Small minded at times, I was forced to dream big
f** split-custody, lucky the suffering stop
When I finally moved out in hope of reaching the top, yeah
[Hook]
Yeah
[Verse 2]
This for Tae, Kenny, and Will
Riding with Skinny still
Delo behind the wheel, I'm praying we don't get k**ed
Bankhead my brother, his mind is on a mil'
Top Notch and Tune, they're kind of a big deal
I'm ready for real, put me in any field
Music, flim, or fashion, regardless of what it is
Tre and Nitty we got 'em, front pages and columns
Had to think of a come up after hitting rock bottom
Word to Dwayne Johnson, raw talent is here
Ryan Daley is here, my vision is hella clear
My cousin Sa is pregnant, God knows we've been waiting
My family hasn't been this happy since we hit Vegas, damn
Life is such a gamble, also full of surprises
I don't like speaking on pain, that's why I'm forver writing, yeah
b**hes know my flow is heavy
I don't know when I'll finish, all I can say is I'm ready, now
Yeah
[Outro]
Cause these tears I done held back too long
The pain I done felt that too long
Fear I done smelt that too long
And Quay it don't help that you're gone
Myself should move on
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