I think you think I'm someone else
Maybe it's me and you've been myself
And this is only a cry for help
You said watch me fade away.
She's cleaning out the closets
Because there's not much more to keep
Well I am laying on the bathroom floor
I choke myself to sleep.
You can not explain to someone
who will never understand
Because I just jumped out your window
and I can not wait til I land.
I need to stop playing out relationships
inside of my head.
Because every one of my memories
is filled with sh** you never even said.
And I fell in love with a girl who I will never see again.
It makes me sad in my head
to think how happy we could have been.
And now it's hard to sing along
when you never knew the words
'cause I swear you're talking lies
and you could swear that I misheard.
And now the ship, it's going down
And I am not sure what to think
Well I am going back to bed
'Cause I refuse to watch her sink.
We'll buy balloons, we'll let them go.
When I get back, I'll let you know
that everything will be the same.
You can't deny what you can't change.
And if you're happy, well then, you're happy.
We could leave it all at that.
Pretend you're happy and I'll be happy.
Then I'll try to make it fact.
Now she's cleaning out the closets
because there's not much more to keep
Well I am laying on the bathroom floor
I choke myself to sleep.
You can not explain to someone
who will never understand
Because I just jumped out your window
and I can't wait til I land.
And now the ship, it's going down
And I am not sure what to think
Well I am going back to bed
'Cause I refuse, I refuse, to watch her sink.