[Verse 1] Wake up in mystery And misery, an injury The soul bein' choked by the cloak of my history It's behind me but retainin' all Why do I do it? If I do it i'm remainin' small I wanna be tall Talkin' tower size I'm in between the pages Pedals when a flower dies I live in all these stages Levels when the hours fly My different ages Devil's got me in a power ties My collar turnin', Adam's apple, where the slice go Alter ego's askin' me, gotta tell ‘em twice no [Verse 2] I wanna paint a novel I wanna write a picture I wanna drink pills I wanna smoke of liquor For what is being normal Without the opposite You went from feeling empty Now you're feelin' confident You like that compliment? You get many of ‘em When you're awake at night Do you believe any of ‘em? Just take it to heart Just take it all apart Keep going forward but appreciate the start Man this is deeper than a trench be You see me where the french be May be the coach, but i'd bench me [Verse 3] I went from dorm to dorm
Just to perform To all these people who didn't appreciate me But they said they love my work now Where are they now? I got 40 f**in' songs on the web Where my views at? This why I don't trust ‘em When they say i gotta good voice Standing on my own Don't need support, let me free fall This rhyming structure A creative crusher Imma do it from the soul now Off the dome now This is bars on bars You can see it in the proof This is hey nick how you doin'? What have you been up to lately? I've been fighting all these demons in my nightmares And they live in my poetry And they grow in my poetry All this writing really doin' is just fuelin' the fire Burning on the inside, let the ash pile Lighters up, I mean it Lets get high and never look down I got too many dreams, goals, and many ambitions My alter ego in different positions I am so many editions Mood is in different conditions Journey in different missions Thatndkid Bars