[Tha Joker]
I hit the lap with a dream
and put my sh** on myspace.
now everybody know my face
that's why I keep it on my waist.
straight A's and I dropped out of f**in' school.
so now I'm drinkin' palmson
and listenin' to f**in' blues.
I'm confused, my girl say that I'm the one she love,
but she stay trynna find her somethin' that'll
catch a n***a up.
and everytime I pray, feel like a f**in' hypocrite.
It's 'cause when everythang was good
I wouldn't hit my knees for sh**.
ain't that a b**h?
People wonder why I always wear a frown,
it's 'cause I done a lot of dirt
and what went up is coming down down down (down, down.)
I guess my momma right again,
Learn the hard way,
everybody ain't yo muthaf**in' friend, or yo buddy
or yo partner.
grew up without a father, that's why I gotta be a
real man for my daughter.
Put my hands together and I look up to
the lord and ask him please let's
work together, I don't wanna lose no more. [chorus]
it's like I can't win for muthaf**in' losin'.
will i ever make it? i don't know.
but, I know I gotta lotta n***as hatin and I think
I'm goin' crazy. I be smokin'
whole halves by the daily.
Liquor bottle puttin' me to sleep lately.
I'm losin' my mind.
I'm outta control.
I can't turn to nobody so I
turn to the dro.
I stand right in the beef.
Gotta hustle to eat.
plus my girl steady b**hin',
'cause I stay in the streets.
It's like I can't win. [Lil' Mal]
My own girl bring me down,
my momma be talkin' sh**.
tellin' me to go to school
and really get on my sh**.
but, they get money from me.
from out here sellin' this weed.
Im in the club, got these n***as hollering,
"free sally b".
I lost two uncles & my granddaddy all in the same
year.
I'm drinkin' liquor, smokin' k**a
and hopin to get a deal, for real.
I keep it real, mississippi we next.
We doin' shows outta town so you know we on deck.
Me and joker stayin' focused so you know we goin' blow.
Got n***as hatin' on us now, 'cause we be f**in' they hoes.
And my girl; and her momma, they be bringin' me drama.
but I say "f** it"
'cause it's nothin'.
and roll up that marijuana.
get my pad and my pen.
hit the o (studio), and go hard.
and i do my own business.
'cause a lil n***as smart.
and now my girl wanna leave 'cause
I stay in these streets.
and plus my n***a locked up. [chorus]
it's like I can't win for muthaf**in' losin'.
will i ever make it? i don't know.
but, I know I gotta lotta n***as hatin and I think
I'm goin' crazy. I be smokin'
whole halves by the daily.
Liquor puttin' me to sleep lately.
I'm losin' my mind.
I'm outta control.
I can't turn to nobody so I
turn to the dro.
I stand right in the beef.
Gotta hustle to eat.
plus my girl steady b**hin',
'cause I stay in the streets.
It's like I can't win.