What if i
Hate what’s inside
And these feelings that i hide
Come alive in the night
And i
Got this battle inside
That all i do is fight
This can’t be all to my life
Nah
Runnin round the clock
Watch it tic before i talk
I’ve been known to speak my mind
I can’t silence what i’ve thought (what i’ve thought)
So close like
So many times
I tend to ponder and got questions on my mind
For which i’m tryna find the answer
But born to lead the charge like i’m prancer
Back when i was doing treatments that similar to cancer
I’d talk to myself
Here’s the banter
What if i (tell me what if i)
Hate what’s inside (hate what’s inside)
And these feelings that i hide (these feelings that i hide)
Come alive in the night (come alive in the night) (night)
And i
Got this battle inside
That all i do is fight
This can’t be all to my life
Nah
Its so evident
My soul is so evidence
Music feel to me like its my appetence (only thing i know)
Used it as a weapon since
I was feeling eminence
Tryna stand out without the dividends (all without the dough)
But thoughts started trickling
Of friends turning fickle and
My drive tee’d up
Phil mickleson (and i let it go)
But now i’m in this pickle and
Should i do em different
Good or bad
Feel like hayden christensen (high road)
But this backwards (true)
It’s sdrawkcab
You judge by covers not the chapters
Or actions
I don’t know when you started actin
You cappin (yeah)
I steered the ship and turned a captain
That happened
I
Weathered the weather and turned it into better
I
Fought through the pressure depression a weapon
I
Prayed for heaven and i lived through the hell
But
What’s a story without somebody to tell
Well