I feel condemned to die lonely
will that ever change?
I cant let anyone in anymore
Because my past wont fade
My mind frets unprovoked
Repeated in the rhythm of a clock
So I keep my walls built up
Just to get knocked down again
When I lose my head
Abandonment is all I've known
So I wont try to stop you when you go
I've got a burning desire
to be a man that never leaves
to be a little bit kinder
to myself when I'm in need
never taught, never saw
what love's supposed to be
I've got a burning desire, so teach me
Growing up in separation
My colours run straight to grey
The stories I've lived, are often painted
With a dark shade
Cause no ever needed me
I've always been Disposable
No one ever needed me
I've always been left to suffer on my own
I've got a burning desire
to be a man that never leaves
to be a little bit kinder
to myself when I'm in need
never taught, never saw
what love's supposed to be
I've got a burning desire, so teach me
Teach me how to love
cause I have given up
I've lived a life left abandoned
and misunderstood
Teach me how to love
cause I have given up
I'm just trying to be a better man