just as you requested
i have come here with
these bullets in my head
a shot for every broken step
till all my mind was made of lead
and now you say that it can save me
from all the chemicals and man-made stars
but i forget so please don't tell me why
we let it go this far
we can never return (x6)
you say i needed you to stop me
blame you then or shame you now
beneath the lead i had a conscience
but needed you to show me how
to throw it all away
to make believe this never hurt you
to open up my veins
and let eternity pa** through
we can never return (repeat)