(Is this my fault
Fate can Motivate
But I'll die slow
They say I'll ghost
But my fame host
Paradise for the ones who
Lost their hope
Is this my fault
Fate can Motivate
But I'll die slow
They say I'll ghost
But my fame host
Paradise for the ones who
Lost their hope)
Verse
Satan is calling
Pick the phone and told him
I'm dying
Lying, what?
You stealing my life, You stealing my lines
You hating my style, and you burning my Bible
Ghost my verses, up and away holy gases
Ma mistake was holding all the grudges
(What) no space for my feelings
Eyy
When it comes to motivation
People never do they just hatin'
Support that's an alien thing
Non in this WRLD
If you find one you dreamin'
Or its an alien invasion
Rapping everyday, I'm improving each day
And it's healing the pain, each time I spit
A smile fills my face
But wen they listen
Darkness clouds my eyes
Cause they claiming that I can't spit
Yelling that I'm too quick
Yelling that I should quit
Saying I'm never going far cause I'm too weak
Stop following ur dreams u ainno whitch doctor
Bad dreams, bad dreams
Rapping passion, they just hatin'
Keep on rapping, I know you'll make it
Don you fake you, understand this
You the best you, falling gives you strength
And a breakthrough
They told me life is short
But I've lived longer than my expectations
Those are my revelations
Trynna escape this demotion
I'm scared
Revisit the day demons crawling along my bed side
Young, dump and scared screaming that I hate life
Mama came n told me everything was fine
Sleep son
But it wasn't,,those things took my brain , took my dreams and gave me fear
Now when I'm sleeping, all I dream is
Reaching for the skies , dark clothes in disguise
Then keep on falling down, face first to the ground
Living like an owl, never born to see the light
I'm so dark
Go to school, graduate seat at home(bad dreams)
Get a job that doesn't pay, what a shame(bad dreams)
Chase your passion, they degrade it, and it pains(bad dreams)
Bad dreams bad dreams Bad dreams(bad dreams)
Ma life is fading, suffocating,dreams are drowning
Done waiting, Dr Sxrth, don't freak out but you have zero patience left(done waiting,take action)
I'm tryanna make it
Till they movie my life, like my legends
I'm not a peasant,(whoa)
Satan (what)
Firstly you ain't on my guest list
Better pack your staff and just fade me
(No)
Should I call on God to kick you out
Holy fire n burn you down
Holy water n drown you out huh
Tired of demons creeping in my crib
Going deep digging all the joy in my heart
Like a freak
Can you flee, cause I'm tryanna switch lanes go my way
Just looking at my future through my tunnel vision
Hit the gas n fly, rapping like I'm high
But I'm scared of heights, how to rise
Working towards the better days
You is what can elevate
Long self esteem, short pride
Keeps me looking up to my better ways
Before flying like a bu*terfly you just gotta crawl like a caterpillar
Then Evolve don you give up
No one listens , write it down
Not rich, too slim wanna be fat so they can say I got the pounds
No bed , everyday I'm sleeping on my lyrics to get better raps
Fighting all my thoughts they better tap
Keeping it real yeah no cap
Baby sitting beats call me dad
School aside took a nap
They told me life is like a coin when you toss it
Sometimes is head , sometimes is tail
You just gotta go with the flow don't you loose it
Never questions whether your worth could make an impact
A spark can burn the whole forest
My heart was put in ice got colder
Inspired by this devil on my shoulder
Scared of getting older
Then die as a loner
Drinking scared of being sober
This ain't over
Just wanna hangover(over)
Bridge
So lucky of receiving luck everyday sad part is they all bad with some fate
Chorus
Is this my fault
Fate can Motivate
But I'll die slow
They say I'll ghost
But my fame host
Paradise for the ones who
Lost their hope
Is this my fault
Fate can Motivate
But I'll die slow
They say I'll ghost
But my fame host
Paradise for the ones who
Lost their hope
Lost their hope
Paradise for the ones who lost their hope