[Verse 1]
I guess I'm getting sick of texting my exes and lying bout who I'm s**in
Last night I got two more numbers, a step in the wrong direction
Maybe it's cause I'm drinking more often then I've been thinking
I've been swimming in the p**y, I guess I'm finally sinking
I told my girl I love her, I told her friend the same
Met her, then I f**ed her, and I don't know her name
Phone full of naked pictures, my life's become inception
Like I fell asleep in high school, I'll wake up in detention
And this will all have been a Biggie quote
And I'll be in the stands just rapping some sh** my n***a wrote
Sometimes I feel like fame just ain't my destiny
Like I'll just have a child with a woman as insecure as me
Then I remember my family's in need of currensy
And all I'm worrying about is which woman I'm f**ing currently
Selfish n***a drinkin liquor like it's water
Did so many b**hes dirty, I swear I'm gon have a daughter
[Hook]
And this is what I think, when I don't drink
Bottles in the trash, pills in the sink
Sitting on the floor, head to the sky
Tryna clear my mind, mind, mind
[Verse 2]
I guess I'm stressin, been fighting with this depression
For so long it's like I've been this way all my life, my question
Is all this melancholy conducive to rocking parties
All these b**hes rollin Molly and f**in like they ain't sorry
It catches up with us, life's been throwing uppercuts
I popped a couple vicodin, my n***a tried to pa** the dutch
But I don't smoke no more, traded in that green for promethazine
Separating me and who I was before
Sometimes I feel like famous is my destiny
Like I'll just have a child with a woman who covers magazines
Flippin off the tabloids, Hollywood's new bad boy
You think that Rari's fly? baby you should see my last toy
And maybe that's a dream, but I'm chasing it
It's just me, Mike, and Joon tryna elevate this basic sh**
I told Marshall that I'm partial to the realness
Even if they bathe in novacane, I swear that they gon feel this
Make em feel it like the pain when they sober up
When they feel they've had enough, pour em up another cup