it's the same outside,
driving to the riverside.
i pretend to cry,
even if i cried alone.
i forgot the start.
use my hands to use my heart.
even if i died alone.
since the first of june,
lost my job and lost my room.
i pretend to try,
even if i tried alone.
i forgot the part.
lose my hands to lose my heart.
even if i died alone.