I know I'm no Eminem or Hopsin
And my life is full of sin
Wondering when did all this hell begin
And it begins with me
Hurting the ones i hold closest to me
Not knowing why I do what I do, but I'm slowly getting the clue
I just wish I knew before it was to late, now Im stuck with only this hate for myself
I'm no longer pretending everything will be fine
I'm sorry I say all you do is wine
Your feelings Im not denying
It hurts me to watch you cry
And scream to my face that you just wanna die
But I'm not goin lie
I know I hurt you
I lied to you
I mentally used you and abused you
I pushed you into things you didn't wanna do
And now you wanna go
All you tell me is no
I've turned into a monster
The old me is dead in the bottom of a dumpster
I don't know why I have so much aggression
But now I have to learn my lesson
There's not going be another session
You keep going down this path
Your soul will face hells wrath
Come on dude just do the math
I know your trying to make a change
f** everyone who thinks your strange
Your not the derange, they are!
Look how far you are!
Now it's time to get you're life back
Time to stand and show the world you got nothing to lack
And just brush them haters off your back
You know you can write sick a** raps
On the verge of making your first video game
You can't quit
Everyone's about to know
Your name
See your game
Go get your fame
Never have no shame
And when your done, change the game
So it will never be the same
Your sk** is hard to match
Make a milestone so hard for
Everything mother f**er to catch