[Verse 1]
Comin' on down feelin' higher than the Shuttle
Face full of stubble and a smurk so suttle
That everybody around me swears I'm a con man
Tryna get by like a sing a long song man
God damn, see my scheme ain't workin
So the shades on my eyes cover pain like a curtain
The ultimate joke but they never really certain
Because I never took nothin seriously
Sick of blue so I pick and choose in what I reveal
Lickin wounds in the dark then I tell em its real
Concealed, like a gun beneath the pa**enger seat
And its layer after layer buried under the beat
Oh so heavy that its messing up my cycle of sleep
And its hard to go forward when your hitting repeat
Now my whole night is thrown off (Why?)
And my booty coast off, sh** so I'm feelin blown off
[Hook x2]
I know need something to believe in
Tired of cried of crying at night
Tired of bleeding
Tired of hating myself for no reason
sh**, I guess I'll carry the weight
[Verse 2]
I thought I told you Speaky on the other sh**
Higher than your upper lip, yellin "f** the Government"
Parliament, Funkadelic, Relic, Mothership
Got your b**h choosin' of the baddest loudest colored pimp
In the room, and I am in the mood
To f** her like an animal then howl at the moon
Baby, don't you know you bring me closer to God
But this pa**port I got will get me closer to Prog
Traveling bad all over her anatomy damn
I love her to d**h, like that Addams family man
Raggedy Ann stiches for doll face b**hes
They rippin' at they seams
I'm f**ing in their jeans
Life is but a dream but I offer her a nightmare
A trip inside my head, you don't wanna spend the night there
Right there, right stroke love by them white folks
Who label me a phenom, f** em and their high hopes
[Hook x2]