[jD][Verse1] Force feed my fingertips Till the red runs tide I'm tired of trying to hide Tear my skin off I'm trying to die From long nights to day break I believe in suicide Maybe it's my stupid side I don't know what to write I'm sorry I'm sorry Believe what you want I'm sorry I tried but I'm a squealer Woke up In my own throw up Scribbled words in my vomit Drew a sailboat through the current Over peaks of stomach acid Through the hydrochloric mist I sailed there pa**ed out on a sea vomit And I loved it Could hardly breathe At peace The taste Well I loved it [jD][Chorus] Shades of gray amber skies Deep blue sea's static lines Snow blankets the shores Hide the d** in the floor Sleigh rides on the Atlantic White men on the Pacific Life's a wishing well wish it all away I wish for a storm to end it all today [jD][Verse2] Spit and phlegm dripped From my nose and mouth
Half shaven I'm drunk on luck My ship still floats And the world still burns My ship will sink While the earth still turns Get it Scribbling away Fingers covered in filth Clouds start to form The storm settles in It begins to snow Rapidly The ocean is covered Miles and miles of snow Miles and miles and miles of snow It's beautiful My ship can't break it I'm stuck I jump overboard Face first into the powder I swallow a mouthful And make angels I lay there so long So long the snow is so deep I lay there so long The sky I can't see I'm suffocating and I know it I know it But I love it [jD][Chorus] Shades of gray amber skies Deep blue sea's static lines Snow blankets the shores Hide the d** in the floor Sleigh rides on the Atlantic White men on the Pacific Life's a wishing well wish it all away I wish for a storm to end it all today