My presence of mind Gave away the route to find Incessant self-discipline And I took it to my heart In return, it besieged all my emotions In return, it raped my consciousness Can no longer tell if this is my voice Or the thing deep inside of me Will I ever find my refuse now? Ever know myself again Will I ever learn to treasure The ones I care for Everyone leaves in the end Doesn't matter how hard you hold on
Doesn't matter how much you Drain your heart for Trust-k** on my mind How do you define The infestation of mine How do you define An invocation of a fallen Searching for something better Will I ever find something better? All that's left of me are counterfeit emotions All that's left of me is an artificial soul Even so, a black void in this synthetic core Will always mark where the heart used to beat