[Hook]
Could have been something bigger than myself
But I got selfish. I got selfish
Didn't know I could offer up my help
And now we're helpless. Now we're helpless
Now I pray I can find a way to melt
And spill my essence. Until I'm breathless
[Verse 1]
Captured by my vices
So enamored with the glamour of a fabricated vibrance
I'm past the point of lapsing know my actions made it like this
Now I'm adamant to black out, rather shadow it than fight it
Don't ask me how my life is. I'm coping with a demon
Nothing I can do but keep on flowing with the sequence
Steady running crawling hiding praying hoping to release it
Because every bit of light I had was broken into pieces
Holdin on to reason. Though I'm losing my bounds
The only human that I'm being is one stupid and proud
I got my view in the clouds but still my shoes on the ground there's no more moving around so what excuse I got now?
And if there ain't an excuse, you can bet that I'mma make one
Tampering the path I'm on, so blind to what my fate does
Crumbling from pressure of my choices piling weight up
Not too jaded with my maker guess I'll face them when that day comes
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[Verse 2]
Prisoner inside my own creation
Trying to escape it through the microphone and pages
Fighting with the thought that I could die alone and vacant
My mind can only take so much now I have grown impatient
Fly in hopes of breaking out this cage that I'm confined in
No fault except my own for this situation I'm fighting
I know if there's a lock then there's a key and Imma find it
Gotta keep on crawling walking running reaching jumping climbing
Keeping vices at a distance, I know just what it takes
Advice that I live daily, you ain't broken cuz you break
It's all about resilience keep on flowing through the waves
Never waiver on this path keep on holding on to faith
There ain't nowhere to escape, that's a blind a**umption
There's hope to start a new way if there's room for climbing jumping
Reaching running walking crawling I won't f**ing die for nothing
I know I can't be everything, but I'm truly fine with something
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