[Verse 1: Sevin]
I know sleep is related to d**h so its do or die
They said the sky is the limit, I'm shooting high
Unless I got court i ain't in a suit and tie
All star in this block sport since Junior High
I'd be a lie if I said it had no effect
Gang of homies died trying to be a Boeing Jet
That means fly if you ain't knowing yet
Most never know its two sides until the coin is set
n***a, my mental issues got issues
Raised on the block if they diss you pop pistols
I got more dead friends than I can count now
And I don't wear watch don't like to see my countdown
The hood will think you balling if you weigh a few
You try to help them but its hard when they betraying you
I see its finna be a like summer hold on, Hello?
(Yo is Sevin there?) naw n***a wrong number
[Chorus]
Its so hard loving, heart ain't budging
When your this deep in the game
I'm so used to this weather
I'm like let it rain
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[Verse 2: Sevin]
Yea
And its hard to feel the sun when your hearts cold
Feeling like a blind man at an art show
I be drinking all night to the bar's closed popping narcos
Until I'm higher than a stars nose
Life's cooking me slow over the charcoals
Packed for the guilt trip got a whole car load
Did they jump the gun or did I start slow
Tried to read between them lines, bar-code
I know I'll receive what I'm praying for
If I can stay on knees like I'm laying floors
It takes work to be great what you playing for
This worlds seems fake so I stay in doors
(I don't want to fail you no no), I swear I don't
(So much I want to tell you Lord)
I got so many sins to confess
I can't wait to put an end to this stress, yes
[Chorus]
[Verse 3: Sevin]
And this is for my two brothers
Rest in peace man the streets miss you
I'm still here wishing I can sleep with you
They say its wrong to fornicate but without s**
Me and d**h would have a boring date
My tears don't fall from my broken eyes
I guess its like trying to make the ocean cry
I'm prepared for them all though I hope I die
When I see you Lord I hope your arms is open wide
Soaked in pride for the gang threw my soul aside
Trying to live a double life like there's no divide
I'm so cold inside lost without your warming love
Cursed to walk with no umbrella in a storm of blood
Is my pain and my stress worth mentioning
I feel so chained to the flesh that I'm tempted in
I was not with it before but I repent for sin
And I hear you knocking at the door, so enter in
[Chorus]