This town had sunk its teeth
Deep inside of me
and now it's a struggle just to breath
And this used to be my own safety
the sidewalks, they're torn up
and the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way
Cuz I can't relive
all of those nights when I was
afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
when I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this!
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this now
Look at me
I'm a mess
a mess of everything
that I never wanted to be
I can't repeat
I can't relive
all of those nights when I was
afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
when I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this NOW
All of those nights when I was
afraid that I wouldn't ever be the same
when I was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
I can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
I can't go back to all this
I can't go back to all this NOW!