[verse 1]
Writing all these letters for the woman never treated me better
Smoking not option cuz I gotta keep a caution
To the lies of the beast tryna get me under pressure
Feeling all this pain I remained in the weather
My body so restrained feeling tamed to the pleasure
Pleasure of a fool what To do if I'm clever
Coming so aggressive at em
What you lack is effort
Yessir
Walking home alone late nights tryna make it to my zone I was thinking about you
Thinking what you told me in my bed that night when I was needing some advice thank god you came through
Coming from the bottom make you hungry for the things you never had
So I'm anxious but I'm patient
And that's something that you lack
Tryna make it to my dreams
Life ain't what it seems
But I'm glad god put me with this inverted team thank god
[hook 1]
Nights on the moon I ain't never coming back
In life things change
Like Friends where they at
Put my sights together and we from this scratch
Scotty Apex put the nap on map let's go
[verse 2]
Yeah
I'm working for my sisters so they live free
And I be Writing down my thoughts let the pen bleed
Cuz I ain't tryna change the game I'm tryna change me
And So I hustle through my struggle
Pray to god and keep it humble
Why you flexing with all the pictures that you do tweet
I'm So confused in my moods when I do sleep
And What you do is sometimes who you do be
I see my vision been different than the bigger picture
With All these visions of a Christmas for my mom and sister
And The devil always scheming for the people with ya
So I did it on my own
Been grown cuz I remember
It was late
No food for a plate
Mama crying hard she was trying not to break
She told us god's plan took my hand and we prayed
Got up out the place made a stack the next day
I do it for my moms
I do it for my sisters
I do it for my homies
Know the people with ya
I do it for myself cuz I felt like I'm bigger
Do it for the kids big dreams be richer
Never fallen victim to addiction of the liquor
Cracking through the system with this rhythm I deliver
A young kid bout it cuz I'm grounded to the winter
Counted all my blessings never stressing only bidder SWEET
Believe to compete
Got my feet to the streets
And I'm beast mode on em so they got me on a leash
So To be who you dream is to be who you are
So I'm true to myself always felt like I'm me
I believe
In you
I believe in you girl you the truth
Never ever felt like I've fell to a feud
Reasons for a smile I could prolly think of few
It was you