[Intro]
Got a whole lot of problems
I think they all permanent
[Verse 1]
This is a memoir
Gotta get them off my chest, like its Kevlar
Pay attention to the n***as out here spitting
Something different for a living
But, that ain't what you here for
God damn man
Tired of the opposition
God damn man
I'm just stuck in my position
God damn man
If I make another memoir, then I'm going crazy
That's just how I'm feeling lately
Forreal, look at how a n***a living
In my momma basement, tryna get to where I visioned
Myself
And my health
Is slowly deteriorating
But my wealth
Is slowing coming up
And I know you hate it
Motherf**er, don't forget I graduated
But I'm a college dropout and wish I never waited
Wish I was making some noise
Not just me but n***a, all of my boys
Gotta do this for my son sake
Monday through to Sunday
Working cause I know that I can make it happen one day
One way road, follow it to my dreams
My team, making moves that's colder than some ice cream
I scream out, any time I get some good news related to this music sh**
Cause n***a I ain't use to it
I know I am not new to this
Compare me back to 09, now I'm doing fluent sh**
Making moves and sh** in hopes that one day I'll be stupid rich
[Verse 2]
Keep it going, keep it going
Lotta hate coming my way and imma keep ignoring
I don't even know how I'm the one they searching for
When every time I hit em up, they never wanna see the phone
Never wanna see me grow
Never wanna see how this sh** unfolds
And I'm tired of it, tired of it
But with this music man one day I will retire from it
And that mean two things
So the time is right now for me to do things
Cause I'll retire when I'm dead homie
How many f**ing memoirs have you even read homie
Things better left unsaid homie
I'm only seeing red for the moment
Let me calm down
Maybe I can set it straight
And hope I ain't too late
To make the haters bite the words they say
From back in the day
With what I create
That's different from Drake
From album to tape
I got what it takes
And imma knock all out so they can't ride on my wave
I've seen my brighter days
And my dark ones too
But I remember those
Vividly recreating these images
Playing games like they scrimmages
And winning in my stories only after I had flipped the sh**
Damnit man, I'm n***a rich
That mean I'm full of pride and loving every bit of it
Took a n***a 7 years before I even got a hit
Ain't that a b**h
Must've been a solid glitch
But I remember, I found my niche
I only exist if these rhymes do
Nah f** that, now I'm going times two
I know when they see me
I know that they wanna be me
I know that...
[Verse 3]
Keep it going, keep it going
All these memoirs in my head that I had you exploring
But they still don't understand me like they think a n***a foreign
n***a, I got more to show
n***a, I got more to roll
n***a, I got more to blow
And n***a I got more I wrote
God damn man
This is a memoir
God damn man
I'm the f**ing centaur
God damn man
This what I was sent for
But they don't get it though
But they don't get it though
God damn man
This is a memoir
God damn man
I'm the f**ing centaur
God damn man
This what I was sent for
But they don't get it though
No they don't get it though
*It seems... That you don't need me anymore...
If you don't it's fine, no hard feelings*
I just want you to listen now
*I can do that*
[Entry]
You know, this thing called life is pretty crazy
When's the last time I ended a memoir like this?
*i think it was the last album*
You're right
Anyway, this album is dedicated to my son. I just found out I have a second child on the way too
*that is pretty crazy*
I just wanna make a difference...
I guess that's why I make music like this...
*theres nothing wrong with it, you make what you want to hear*
Yeah, I just hope they feel it
Till next time...
*till next time*