I always fall At school, no one knows him He doesn't have an identity Alone eating lunch Man, it feels like infinity But if they see him cry, that sh** would be worse than anything So he starts fights, and hides it with masculinity Dad is such a hard-a**, and mom is not around It was tough when he was younger but he finally got it down Convincing everybody he's a comic, he's a clown 'Cause he hides it so well that it can't possibly be found He's constantly let down, but he says that he is He laughs and jokes about it, but it isn't real He just mirrors the emotions that he wish he could feel But if no one ever noticed, it's a victory, still 'Til the intensity builds And he can't sensibly deal With never-ending emptiness So he pretends to be filled With a type of happiness that simply doesn't exist And when they notice all them cold shoulders crush him again Then it's... Back to the corner of the world Where the sun don't shine This place is too familiar No matter how far I go, I always fall Back to the corner of the world Where the sun don't shine This place is too familiar No matter how far I go, I always fall
Today he considered giving up again Walked to the freeway, thought about jumping in 'Cause lately, he been suffering Wish he had the guts to win Wish that he was made with some tougher skin But it s**s to feel, so he just tucks it in Been poppin' those again 'Cause it helps him pretend Even though the same things overdosed his friends At least he got the plug: twenty bucks for ten Stupid prices for some droopy high kid Smiling about his life as if he truly likes it Brightens everybody's day, but truly in a crisis For Christ's sakes, no one ever asks how his life is Everyone around him think he got it all When it's a party, everybody wanna get involved Then he wake up in the morning and it all dissolved That's when he always falls, that's when he always falls Back to the corner of the world Where the sun don't shine This place is too familiar No matter how far I go, I always fall Back to the corner of the world Where the sun don't shine (I always fall) This place is too familiar No matter how far I go, I always I always fall I always fall