(Intro)
Yo
I'm really tired of doing this track over and over
Cause Im getting to emotional right now
And I
I can't really focus right now so
God if you hear me
Just bare with me right now
Cause
You know I just wanna get this lyrics out
Yeah
(1st Verse)
You see I finally made it in this rap game
But Im still working on growin up
And blown up
And finding out who I can truly just trust
I mean what the f*ck
I lost 3 relatives
In the last 2 years you see
First it was my great grandfather
Who always taught me
"man save ya money"
Because even if no one likes you at the end of the day
Guess what?
You still got money
Hey thats what he say
And then I lost my great grandmother
Who taught me that god
Should be the only one I pray too
And then I lost my uncle
Like the next week
Who always said I was gonna be famous
And look what I happened
My dream came true..
But did God have to take them all away
To help me find a clue
I mean Im thankful
That I had them in my life
But sometimes
I feel lonely on this earth
Because a man with no family
Is a man with no life
Sure money and cars
Can make me happy but at the end of the night
You can't buy happiness anit dat right?
Man I dont know what I did right
Or what I didn't wrong
But as an artist
I turn
To the pen and the paper
To express myself on my songs
Yeah
Im sitting here laughing at the painfully tweets
That they send me on the internet
But deep inside
I hope they know that its wrong
Because words hurt
And kids these days
Go to schools with guns
And plans out
Whos gonna go in the hearse first
If you know what I mean?
He said he was tired of being bullied in school
By tools
So he ends up k**ing them
And spending his whole life in jail
But in the end
He said it was all cool
Because he doesnt
Ever have to
Step foot in another school again
What the hell! excuse me?
Can you repeat that again..
But really?
Was it the kids fault?
Or do you blame the school?
Because people always minding they business
But sooner or later its gonna be ya business
If ya know what I mean
But who am I to tell you that
Im just a regular teen-
Ager with a dream
And you say I was destine for greatness
But deep inside
I dont even feel like Im gonna make it
Because these rappers out here
They only rap about the same things
Money, cars, clothes and hoes..
While Im rappin about how it feels
To lose a loved ones soul
Its crazy how one dream
Can just take control
Of ya whole life
Always told my friends
Miss me when ya blink twice
And now they sitting at home
Watching me on a tv screen
Wishin that they had my life
Im not tryna be mean
Im just tryna be real
And if you can't understand that
Then f** you man
Cause Im just keeping it real...
Romeo Hodges...