(Rome45)
2 months doesn't sound like a long time
But with someone so smart sweet & damn fine
I got s**ed in faster than i thought i could
I fell for her harder than i thought i would
Gave her my heart and knew it wouldn't end good
I treat em' all like princesses just because you should
But princess isn't good enough she was a queen
Couldn't call myself king she deserves better than me
And now when i close my eyes she's all i can see
But its not like her life on campus wouldn't have had me lost
But for what its worth i still counted up the cost
Even decided the stress would all be worth it
Cuz those every other weekends would be so perfect
But she decided it wasn't and now Im stuck searchin
Tryna figure my next move and where i go from here
Will i fall for another and get over my dumb fear
They can't all be b**hes somehow i got her
But Im not crazy cuz at that age a lot were
Just not her
Maybe it was a mistake from the start
I knew id get hurt just couldn't pull apart
Just want someone beautiful and smart to have my heart
Is that too much to ask out of a women i fell for so fast
Maybe so, she felt it too so at least Im not crazy though
We both foresaw the outcome
But at the time it was all about fun
And what made her happy at the moment
I was hers from the start she just didn't know it
I could of cried a river but decided not to show it
After she left i was on a boat but couldn't row it
Floating on the river of my own tears
Jumped out and sank like i was wearing stone gear