Tell me I'm wrong to feel neglected by your presence
All i ever want is love, I just want to feel important
I never thought it fair to work so hard for your affection
Cause all you ever make me feel is like a toy that you'll get bored with
Have you ever gone unconscious when you swear your eyes were just white surface
And your running into mirrors to make sure that you're still human
I was never loved by arms wide open
I was always there when the gates close
And I could never love like words unspoken
I was always trapped by locked back doors
And you can never blame another person
Cause it's your fault when your learning
How to fly with wings cut off while not just falling into the ocean
Tell me I'm right when i told you i was needing
Something more than just your skin
It wasn't complicated then
I always lied and swore that i would somehow turn out ok
But that's another way of saying I've been drowning in well kept secrets
I was never loved by arms wide open
I was always there when the gates close
And I could never love like words unspoken
I was always trapped by locked back doors
And you can never blame another person
Cause it's your fault when your learning
How to fly with wings cut off while not just falling into the ocean