The night falls - Shadows join me My room becomes a cell - The walls define me Silence grabs me - It holds me down Depression finds me - and pounds me down Solitude becomes the weapon I use A knife that cuts meand cuts me smooth I got a new identity - I become my enemy A big part of me so seldom seen No one lise to myself like I do To myself in my room The silence howls in my ear The deafening roar becomes so clear I'm drowning in thin air The more I think - The more i hate I hate myself
I sit still but I turn On myself I k** my soul piece by piece I feel myself slipping Common sense fails me Existence flails me Guilt trips nail me I'm here starving in my room Eating myself cell by cell My eyes stertching wall to wall to wall to wall When I'm left to myself I keep myself to myself When I'm here by myself I cut myself on myself It's nothing - I'm nothing I'm breathing in thin air I'm choking on thin air Losing my breath in thin air