[Verse 1]
Sometimes I lay back, think about them soft lips
Before the hard times, the losses
Lost faith due to crosses
The double kind
Two faces, huddled mine
With the prettier, I had to whisper
Didn't want to wake the demons
Told you wait for me and
When the sun falls, I fall too
In the autumn, when I would call you
On that motorola razr
You either w[h]ine or you chase[he]r
Hard headed but I still cradled that crater
Catered
Stubborn girl, I know you loved me
Even though you wouldn't trust me
You would rock those 7s I would call you my lucky lady
Lady luck f**ed me!
Like saying prayers in Vegas
Or yelling for help in the desert covered in layers!
Even if anyone heard my plea they'd say I deserved the struggle
You disagree, we fell apart, you say I deserved th-th-the
I don't mean to stutter!
But we were lovers!
Saw you and said 'I had to get'
Gave me yo number I sent you alphabets
I close my eyes in these open letters
Shed tears and curse but I hope for better
You were more than beretta
Dime, from nine to nine
I need love like LL in '87
It's been 6 since
The break and these years I've
Been fixing to take 5 b4 I settle down and when that time comes
It don't take 3 2 see that you da 1