[Ceddie Caine 1st Verse:]
Dang, it all changed since I started rappin', used to spit to my friends and they would start laughin'
But them same ones that I used to call friends hittin' me on twitter talking bout' give em' another chance
Naw homie you cool, you kicked me when I was down, you sabotoged all the glory, in my dream so much that im just now gettin back on my feet, so get the heck out my face before I cause a scene
Meanwhile, im ex still sayin' she love me, and I love her too, but its only better if we be buddies
Born in Flint, michigan so you know I rep that fli' and over here at where im from, you disrespect them, then you die.
Im reachin for the clouds, but it seems somebody pullin' me down, its makin me frown
Dealin with they negative comments, its gettin' to me, and makin my body hurt. So I'mma shine bright. Fireworks
[Hook: x2 Ceddie Caine]
Frustrated just a lil' bit, getting irritated
By the lil' ish, I walk around like everythings ok
But I don't know how much more I can take, I need answers
[Ceddie Caine 2nd Verse]
You livin' life with regrets, im livin' mine with mistakes, how can you judge me if you can't even relate?
To the problems...The ups and downs that i've been through, I don't take my anger out on you, I take it out on my pen..cil
Uh, it was just layin there, I used it to eliminate my problems cause that way its fair..But. I'm not just rapping everything on this page, I like rappin cause it can send messages to people my age..But I know this from experience
I used to claim blood, hangin' out with all these eerie kids. But, im only speakin for the children thats dead cause..
I know that it can only get you one place, it got me feelin'...
[Hook x2]
[Vice Carter 3rd Verse]
My smile is just a mask to disguise my actual identitity, I act like I ain't been lettin sh** get to me
Hell i'll give you the history..Great grams pa**ed in august, 2 months later fuzz overdosed, I was close to
Losin' my mind, cause that's my lil' brother's, brother and that lil muthaf**a tried the whole thing soon, just to get
It off his mind, damn near died. My lil sister callin me on oovoo, like im a superstar on prime time, in front of these fine dimes, in school she dont understand n**** with nothin just ain't cool, with the fact that n**** got somethin they dont have, and thats a goldstream vision brung us back to the crab and the bucket mentality, grabbin' me by the leg tryna break it, you'll get ya f**in' eyes knocked outta' ya face kid. Just cause you ain't have a dream about a interview that babe did on your tape, big shot poppin, and the lil sh** you co*kin ain't doin' nothin but f**in lil dude's head up next to you. Leadin em' on to think someone he looks up to does it, then thats whats best to do. f** that, if I was you I wouldn't even touch that, I loss my bestfriend to a straight bullet, died on sight, and he was only 15, now was that near right? But thats life, same thing that make his brother thats still livin' look at you as a enemy, like yall ain't grow up as children played one amongst another same block, shared toys out the same box, brand new or not. Last thing I expected for you to do, was fight me in that park alone with your lil' crew, but I forgive and never hold a grudge, if you was to run out of food and water. I'd fix you a plate and give you a jug. I dont think you ever seen ya granny break down in front of you, cause she
Ain't have enough to pay her bills, and you couldn't do nothin'...Zero...Nada, if you ask me, its alot of sh** im sick and tired of, perfect example watchin my back everywhere I go. Because in the fly, you never know who's a friend or foe. Somebodys murdered every single day where I come from, even the innoncent diligent ones who make sure they mind they business, but the way I feel, I been finished, im the only person that a end this....Before you can pull the trigger, and lifes not fun, cause it's an unfair game, not watch my blood paint these walls and spell yo' name