[Verse 1 - Ridapper]
Where do I begin
Been put down all my life since my beginning, I'm back now
And still no f**s are given, still having no f**ing luck with women
Still trying to make it off the ground I'm feeling
That maybe soon will come a time when I can stop stealing
And borrowing instrumentals from other artists, yo I am dealing
With a lot right now and I am pleading
For my forgiveness for all of my sinning, depression is a task there, all on its own
More often than not I am feeling so alone, no one to phone
Don't even know if where I live, I can call my home
I'm getting stoned, maybe just to ease up the dome
Cause my minds so hectic, the feelings of being rejected
Have all pa**ed to me this message, that I cannot stop
And I can fight, but everything I do is wrong and not right
So how can I make it through the night, if everything I do is bad despite
Me trying my best to be my best, my head is messed
How can I be the one who's blessed, I try and live my life as an optimist and not a pessimist
I just try and do my best
[Hook - Ridapper]
And when it comes down, to it at the end
I will try best not to be the man who pretends
That life is good, even when it isn't
Just forget about your worries and remember that you are living!
Yeah, live your life right now (x 3)
And never stop or forget it, just live it to the fullest and I promise you won't regret it! (x 2)
Yeah, live your life right now
[Verse 2 - Ridapper]
Everybody shouted that I am a failure, but I bounced bounce bounced bounce back
b**h how am I a failure?
When this is my whole life, even if it is strife
I dated rap, married hip hop and made it my wife
This is what helps me pa** the time, just spitting out these rhymes
Not going out and committing crime, doing this sh** help keeps myself occupied
This is where I place all of my pride
So do what you love, and follow your dreams
When life gets you down and you feel like you could scream, just think about a theme
Something you want to do go make it reality, Don't think about its practicality
If its your dream then do what you can to get it
Let nothing stand in your way like being a diabetic, and don't be apologetic
Be who you are and never forget it, we all make decisions that we have regretted
And as for your ambitions you just got to believe
And remember that we are the same as human beings, we can all achieve
Just have a little faith and you will see, that you can become what you want to be!
[Hook - Ridapper]
And when it comes down, to it at the end
I will try best not to be the man who pretends
That life is good, even when it isn't
Just forget about your worries and remember that you are living!
Yeah, live your life right now (x 3)
And never stop or forget it, just live it to the fullest and I promise you won't regret it! (x 2)
Yeah, live your life right now