[Verse 1]
Holding on to these promises, but I promise you that I'm hurt inside
I don't address these issues, so I guess it's no surprise
Look into my eyes, you'll see, truth mixed with lies, you'll see
These people are watching me, so it's really no privacy
And they put me up so high that there's no way I'll land straight
Staring into the sky, but attempting to paint the landscape
So my mind is a little twisted, it'll take some years to fix it
If there was an opportunity, well yes I surely missed it
Fish for attention and come out with some compliments
But I promise this, those very same compliments
Will never be, strong as the providence
Ubiquitous without Godemis, but they can really see we have God in us
Or can they, we make promises we don't keep and then bandaid
Or duct tape, that'll fix this, up quick, honestly I've never really felt love sick
Sick of this, I need to take a seat and think, I've reached the brink
Speak till my lungs collapse and throat is shredded
Please no lozenges, I'm sick of all this nonsense
But I'm standing on these promises
[Hook: Becca Watson]
Tired of fighting a fight that isn't being won
So many ways to look, maybe it's easier, if I just fall
I'm looking on you God, but I'm not sure that I can see it all
These promises I'll keep but I need your strength to help me
To help me stand tall
[Verse 2]
This voice inside of me is speaking, and I can't tweak it
I can't turn it down, delete it, it's surround sound and I need it
I need it, it begs for more, I don't feed it, on my vocal chords
And I'm pleading, with my own soul and I'm screaming
Fighting, all these evil demons
It's a tug of war for my soul, and I feel so broken, weary
And I call to God, I'm at odds, but I know, that he hears me
And I've been running, walking, jogging, all of these different trails
A dragon with some missing scales, I really need to clip this tail
If I rely on me and do what I wanna, I'll end up looking stupid
Clueless, probably switching personas, they grab coronas
Say that it'll be alright if you drink it away, ay
No it goes away if I seek Him and pray
I'm getting so frustrated listening to what they're saying
Then I remember, that my God is past the craft of a Super Saiyan
My name can stand for many things, just like a h*monym
But I will know Him better and that I promise them
[Hook]
[Outro]
They thought it was over x3
My field is covered in clovers
I don't need luck, cause I'm chosen, let's go
These promises