This is an apology to myself
For all the stupid things that I
Still do to myself sometimes
I give me hell I stop and wonder why
Why do I keep on believing in
Things without rhyme or reason
Cause it's habbit forming
And not good for me
It's just a collection
Another addiction
So, I'm giving up almost everything
Cause I know enough to know I'm changing
I'm looking for a new direction
I need a place where
I'm ok with self reflection
I'm looking for a new direction
Cause every time i turn around
I can't believe it
But everything's still the same