[Verse 1]
As I sit in room
Browsing thru beats looking for inspiration to write
But I'm too distracted
Cuz my mind is clouded
So I shut down my monitor and cut off my mic
The results of me in a late depression
That I been facing for the last 3 weeks man
I guess this could be you teaching a lesson
To put me in the right direction to lead in
Another Indirect conversations with God
I hope he's got some blessings replacing my odds
I keep it positive but problems is making it hard
Cuz my girlfriend just left and They taking my job
So that makes her my x, and now I'm unemployed
But even freedom has its way destroy
But who knows
Maybe this faith replacing a void
A remedy that I create and then replace it with yours
[Hook]
This is for you
I'm doing it for us
I know you want the truth
So
I'm doing this for us
Look
[Verse 2]
It's been a min since I did something new
Yea I know, I get reminded when I run into you
Be like, "yo where's the music at you dropping it soon
The last I saw was that video that you did at the school
And that was dope"
Tell you preciate it then I dap you up
Then let you know I been cooking up for the last few months
Y'all got me feeling I'm anticipated
A demonstration of people waiting to hear me make it
So, Whats taking All of this time
The missing note I'm searching for in different parts of my mind
Can't you tell I put it all in these rhymes
Appears to be telemetry the way the pin can put my heart in these lines
Yea But it's almost like I'm Fallin behind
Every time It crosses my mind its like a part of me dies
Apologizes, you gotta pardon my vibes
Cuz here and now, the thought of Letting you down is stressing me out
My brother Dubbs told me to search for inner peace
And then I found my emeny was my inner me
I give the devil too much credits
Saying that he did it, but in reality its really me
I had to view my life in 3rd person
Taking a step back to see What's really worth it
The music that I'm making
The people that I'm hurting
The money that is coming
Or all the rules that I have broken
I wish that y'all could know how real it was
I was numb to feeling love
Battling the thought of me losing it all
Because focusing on my faults
Put me back into depression and put pressure on my art
After reflecting on this record I was taught
When God closes one door another door is ajar