Hook:
Lately I see disappointment in the mirror lately
Should set up an appointment with a doctor maybe
Like nah I'm good I'm addicted this pen
I been thinking bout my life and now I'm writing again
Verse:
Why lie about my life I've never been so scared
I only write what's through my eyes this is truth no dare
These demons find me darkness I ain't shooting no flares
Emotional bridges I'm guilty I ain't paying no fares
Buncha wanna be rappers who just famous it ain't fair
I'm aware of what be popping but I really don't care
Cuz it's the Glocks that they be popping and they die young there
Down the block man I be walking and I'm wondering where
Where do these thugs even come from
Do these kids have anybody or do they have no one
Lookin for change in these lives like it's inside the sofa
Trap you one by one like you inside the toaster
I'm not tryna live in jail my life I'll make most of
You can't push me off the table my fans are the coasters
Yeah my life is up and down like I'm riding a coaster
Straight embara** all the clowns Ima put em on posters
Hook:
Lately I see disappointment in the mirror lately
Should set up an appointment with a doctor maybe
Like nah I'm good I'm addicted this pen
I been thinking bout my life and now I'm writing again