"I didn't feel alive," she said
I keep falling through the floor
When do I get to see the world
I've been fighting all these battles for
Just because I can't sing
Doesn't mean that I can't feel
All my demons, all my everything
Aren't any less real
She said,
"Let's play pretend and live our lives"
We can be who we wanna be
I'll be a singer and you'll be a writer
We'll finally be free
If we're lucky, we'll live together forever
And you'll never have to be
Alone in this world full of bullsh** and terror
Without me
But
Playing pretend isn't always happy
We care, we pretend we don't
If I was a singer, I'd sing to the world
About what hurts me the most
If you were a writer, you could write me a story
And leave out all my regrets
A life full of pa**ion, a life full of glory
It would never have to end